Am I truly, absolutely, positively saved beyond a shadow of a doubt? Celeste Perrino Walker looks at resting with an assurance of salvation.
Nothing is more sure than death and taxes, they say, but I'd have to add a third certainty to that list: For the Christian, salvation is even more sure than death—and far more sure than taxes!
Yet if you're a Christian, at some point during your life, you are likely to question whether you're really, truly, absolutely, positively saved beyond a shadow of a doubt. You'll question whether your salvation “stuck” and continues to “stick.”
At any given time you can be sure there are multitudes of Christians in the same spiritual quandary, agonising whether they are indeed saved. Maybe you're one of these Christians right now. You'll know because your appetite will drop, your palms will sweat, and you will feel a fear so deep and penetrating that nothing—no word of comfort, no friendly face, no happy thought—will dispel it.
I know this, because it's happened to me. And I've heard enough Christians question the assurance of their salvation to know that I didn't have some isolated spiritual panic attack. After we pray the sinner's prayer and ask the Holy Spirit to live in our hearts, some little voice inside begins to whisper, Is that it? Is that all there is? I don't feel any different. Surely there's something else I need to do to be really, truly, absolutely saved.
Salvation doesn't seem sure when we have no way to measure it. We might wonder, once we're saved, whether we are always saved, no matter what. What if we've accepted salvation but then committed sins that we haven't yet confessed—are we still saved? Or perhaps we were saved once but haven't thought about it in a while. How can we be sure we're still saved? With so many variables, it's easy to be blown by the winds of doubt.
It surprised me when I learned that salvation is not something we have to earn or wrestle from Jesus; He doesn't grudgingly give it to us if we get enough “good deed points.” Instead, Jesus wants to save us. He longs to save us. And He's not keen on taking back His salvation. “My sheep hear my voice,” He said, “and I know them, and they follow me. And I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; neither shall anyone snatch them out of my hand” (John 10:27, 28, NKJV). Jesus is straightforward about the status of our salvation. He says we are safe in His hands.
Jesus' Sheep Hear And Follow
Jesus assures us of two things: The first is that His sheep “hear His voice.” That is, they recognise His voice. The sheep recognise the shepherd's voice because they've been with Him a long time. They've heard Him before, and they've come to trust Him. We can say that they have a “relationship” with the shepherd.
It's the same with us and Jesus. In order to recognise His voice, we must have a relationship with Him. We recognise when He's speaking to us because we've heard His voice before.
The second thing Jesus assures us of is that His sheep “follow Him.” The sheep don't question where the shepherd is leading them. They trust that He'll lead them where they can find food and water. They're obedient to His call.
Similarly, when we hear Jesus' voice speaking to us, we will obey. Obedience is the natural result of trust.
The next logical question is whether obedience saves us. Are we bearing enough good fruit to be saved? Have we fed enough homeless people, clothed enough poor, joined enough committees at church? Have we done enough to be saved?
The answer is no. We can never do enough to save ourselves.
No Spiritual Extra-credit
The deceptive aspect of “works” is the temptation to believe that they set us apart from others, earning us extra spiritual credit. When the Iraqi prisoner abuse and subsequent retaliation broke, I remember trying to wrap my head around the notion that such evil could exist in the world. (I'm sheltered—what can I say?) Compared to those atrocities, my puny little sins seemed negligible. Surely I am more “save-able” than those abusers, I told myself.
But God reminded me that in His eyes, these evildoers and I are in equal need of salvation. Looking at deeds to judge salvation was focusing on the wrong thing. My good deeds didn't make me better; they didn't save me. They were only evidence that I had accepted Jesus and was following Him. But only Jesus' covering my sins can save me.
In his book Graffiti in the Holy of Holies, Clifford Goldstein points out, “Anyone who has ever glimpsed the righteousness of Christ knows that he must throw himself on the mercy and grace of God, and that his works—whatever they are, however much done out of a pure and loving heart—are never enough. That is why we have to live by faith, trusting in God's promises that He will save us because of Jesus and Jesus alone. It's the realisation of the inadequacy of our works that drives us to faith and to the promises of salvation through Christ. And it's that faith—that faith which believes God's promises—that transforms the life, a transformation revealed in works.”
Jesus Stands In My Place
When we choose to follow Jesus and receive salvation, we are saying, “Jesus is going to cover me. My sins, which deserve eternal death, are forgiven because I accept Jesus, who did not sin. He stands in my place. He paid the price for my sins. My salvation has been completely paid for.”
Salvation is Jesus' payment of our debt. We can't pay it. This illustration might be useful: If I go on an out-of-control shopping spree and buy a million dollars worth of merchandise that I can't pay for, I will eventually go to jail. However, if a kind man contacts my creditors and offers to pay my debt so that I won't go to jail, does he save me? Only if I accept his money. If I accept his money, he has saved me from jail. I don't have to do anything except say, “Thank you; I accept your money.”
If I mowed his lawn and baked him biscuits and walked his dog because I was grateful, he would likely consider them wonderful acts of appreciation. I wouldn't come close to paying off my debt, and that wouldn't be the objective. No amount of thoughtful gestures on my part would earn a million dollars.
However, after that kind person has paid my debt, I may want to mow his grass and bake him some biscuits and walk his dog out of appreciation for what he's done for me. And that's how it is with us in our Christian life. We obey Jesus because we love Him and want to express our appreciation for what He's done for us. Jesus Himself said, “If you love me, you will obey what I command” (John 14:15).
This is how we are saved: Jesus does the saving. He's paid the entire price for our sins. Our part is to accept what He has done for us and let obedience be our loving response to that gift. As long as we listen to His voice and follow where He leads, we can rest with assurance that we are saved.